| sooo caleb graduated yesterday...how exciting =) haha so i decided to do a lovely picture post of old&new pictures.
from us at THIS AGE.....
to NOW....
so lets start with the fun..... =) haha
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| dum dum dum......
heehee im giggly =) |
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| so my random rant for today.....
last night [before it started raining] i decided to go sit out on ''my roof''. i have no screen in my window....so i just kinda climbed out and went and sat out there. at first i was freakin out because i was like 'omg if i fall, i'm dead...or at least injured horribly' but then i just sat there and realized its all good....and i just started thinking.....maybe THATS my problem....maybe i've looked at the risk too much, maybe i've taken the risk too seriously and i havent taken it, when in reality..if i just took the risk, everything would be fine. then it started to smell like RAIN. you know, the air gets a little cooler and you can just smell the rain? well thats what happened, i smelled the rain and thought 'i've gotta go inside'....but i looked at the sky....and everything seemed so peaceful. so i just sat. i tuned out EVERYTHING...all the cars, my radio blaring, everything and just sat. then i thought maybe THATS my problem....i never take the time to just SIT STILL. and rest.
then the rain came. i started to go inside, but it was only rainin a little bit...so i stayed outside. it was refreshing....then i started thinking again...and i started singing. i started singing Bad Day [go figure]...and it started pouring. and i figured, theres better things i can do than sit out here and get soaked; so i went back inside my room. i grabbed my camera and took a few pictures of the sky....trying to capture a bit of what i was feeling with them [photography is taking control of me haha]. then i just sat...i wanted to go back outside, but it was storming. i sat and waited for the rain to quit....then i realized, here i go again...wasting my time, waiting.
so i danced in the rain. alone. |
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<<haha i've seriously been waking up and getting ready for school in 10 minutes for the past week....schools pointlessssss haha
